突然失去挚友，一时之间让大家都无所适从．．．哀痛、不舍的情绪久久不能平复．．．
对他的英年早逝、壮志未酬感到惋惜．．．他的过世是大家都没有丝毫心理准备的．．．
没有人愿意相信他已离开我们大家的事实．．．
突然发生这种不幸，我顿时觉得生命真的好脆弱．．．只要心脏一停止，就什么都没有了．．．
发生这件事，让我突然变得很消沉．．．心情低落到极点．．．
我相信，直到今天有些同学仍旧不能释怀．．．（我是其中一个．．．唉．．．）
这段时间，希望各位兄弟姐妹能够互相扶持、互相开解、互相关怀，共同度过这个情绪低潮的艰难时期．．．
一起从那种失去挚友的伤痛中走出来．．．
思安永远离开我们已经是不可改变的事实，离开的已脱离了一切苦痛；
活着的就该收拾悲伤的心情，继续积极的走我们未完成的人生旅程。
唉．．．死者已矣．．．我想我们都应该振作起来，珍惜当下所拥有的一切才是对的！！
希望往后大家要常保持联络。。。
最后我想说的是：思安那乐观、幽默、乐于助人、善良、坚强．．．的健康形象将永远活在我们的心里。。。
P.L.
Trip To Hat Yai in 2016
8 years ago
3 comments:
方师奶，那种痛，只要上来这里，听了这首“离别之歌”，又会历久不消。
大佬是我相知超过三十年的挚友，那份痛，我应该不会比别人少。。。。
The sadness I feel is similar to when I heard about the death of Kean Keong. Honestly, I knew Kean Keong longer coz we were in the same class for many years since Standard Two. It does not mean I miss Soo Aun less though. I still remember that Kean Keong, Soo Aun and I used to love funny drawings at lower secondary. Kean Keong and I used to draw our teachers in our funny drawings causing an uproar of laughter in the class. Once, Cikgu Zainol took Kean Keong drawing away after we made too much noise due to the laughter - we were so freaked out that we would be punished for drawing him in disgusting way. Thank goodness, he probably didn't realise we were drawing him.
I also keep recalling the day Soo Aun and I became "heroes" of the class in lower secondary when we were caned by Mr. Phang till the cane broke into two. The mistake we did was drawing the sides of the tables and chairs with chalk dirtying his pants and laughed at him. This particular scene kept playing on my mind over and over for the past few days...not because I was upset with Mr. Phang (I have naver blamed him for losing his temper) but I missed the crazy things we did together...I miss our friend. I had a dream about Kean Keong years ago after he passed away. Those days I was going through some bad times, I woke up laughing because of the crazy things we did in my dream...I was so grateful for having such a sweet dream in times of trouble.
I hope Kean Keong and Soo Aun have finally meet up again and start doing some crazy things :) Farewell, my dear friend.
Golden说尽量往好的方面想，我觉得也对，至少思安没有让病魔折磨他太久，长痛不如短痛。只是我们心中有太多的遗憾，遗憾没在他生前给他打一通电话，遗憾没能探望他，遗憾没在他邀请成为线上聊天友时加入他的行列，遗憾...遗憾...就因为太多太多的遗憾，造成我们心里的压抑解不脱放不开。
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